Excuse my french. Today was HELL. I was doing great this morning then all of sudden I started hurting. So it ramped up and eventually hit 9 3/4 on a pain scale of 10. I didn't know what to do. Basically I can't go be seen at urgent care or emergency room because I have an opiate therapy plan which basically means only my Primary doctor can prescribe me narcotic drugs. Well today I ended up having to go get a injection of morphine to help bring my pain levels down. I am still hurting but I feel semi bit better. So for those who read this can you keep me in your prayers, I will be seeing a pain management specialist at the start of April. I hope this helps bring me some pain relief. I need it. Or at least find some combo or something to help some with the pain.
But there is some cuteness involved in this. My mom left work early to help me out today. She was holding Cayden and he looks at me with a look of concern. Like Aunt Lois what's the matter your not yourself. Then my mom put him down to play and he was very quiet and calm. Its amazing to see that happen in real life. We don't give babies the credit they deserve. They are smarter than we think and are able to pick up on things.